Make an ovulation ticker
Today has been a very emotional day for me. I have had horrible mood swings. One minute i am getting furious with Chris about something piddly and the next i am crying and apologizing. I just am so stressed about this whole infertility thing. I have done 6 rounds of Clomid up to 150mg, HSG testing, Two biopsies, complete BW, SA and now i have been on Femera for over three months! I know pretty much exactly when i O. And this month we BD'ed all 5 fertile days!! If we still get a BFN, it will crush me. I don't know what else to do. I just turned 34 a month ago and with each year that passes with no BFP it worries me. I don't want to go through my entire never giving Chris a chance to be a Father or being called Mommy myself. People try to convince me that many couples go through life without having children and they are completely happy. Yea, whatever. I am sure there are but i am not one of them.
